It's been a bi-polar kind of day today.

Coming back from the memorial day long weekend to work, I was shocked by a very disappointing piece of news. Can't talk about it... but since this has become the only place I keep journals nowadays, I figure I'd take a note of it for future reference.

The day picked up a bit as I became busy - I think I actually like to be in a little over my head, this way I feel extra productive and don't have time to second-guess what I do. By tonight, I was sitting at home, happily working on stuff for work, having a really good time.

Then... after getting stuff done and some internet chatting, I guess the adrenaline wore off... now I'm just really tired and a bit depressed. I guess I'd better go to bed before the old doubts and worries start again.

It'll all be better tomorrow. I think I'm just meant to be buried in work... it feels good to not think too much.